Monday, May 25, 2009

UGH-ness.

so this has been a really hard week.
i start finals next week so i'm trying to get my life together.
i'm actually doing homework but it's causing me to spend every
minute of being in school in a class room.
trying to pass this school year and get on with life.
ok, so now i have school pretty much in order but there are a ton
of other problems that have come up recently.
like for instance,
my PASSPORT.
its missing.
can you tell i'm freaking out and may not be able to get to the
states anytime soon?
i can't even go to luxemburg to visit the cemetery.
COLLEGE.
i can't register for a math class on polytech so i am not considered
full time so i couldn't get my plane ticket even if i HAD my passport.
SEMINARY.
lots of work to do for that but no time to do it. but i will be doing
it as soon as i get this all out of my head.
TALK
talk for seminary graduation.
haha. couldn't say i didn't see it coming. i REALLY did.
FINALS.
gotta pass, gotta graduate.
GRADUATION.
further away so we could have more seats.
why are we still only getting 5 tickets?!
just to fit those living in my house i would need double that.
but i have more than that coming.
ANNOUNCEMENTS.
still don't have them done. still don't have them sent.
do i even want to do them anymore?
that is the question.
PAINS, PAINS, PAINS.
i'm slowly dying in the process of being sooooo stressed out.
can someone help me?
can anyone save me?!

nonetheless.
12 days until GRADUATION.
7 days until SEMINAR GRADUATION.
?? days until i find my PASSPORT.
?? days until i get out of COUNTRY.
?? days until i DIE.
1 second before i go INSANE.

-live.laugh.love.
*when all is said and done, REMEMbER ME.

2 comments:

  1. stephani. I LOVE YOU. for always. and i bet you'll really liven up seminary graduation w/ what you have to say! and as for all the crap that's flung in your face, you have these to look forward to:

    -not waking up as early
    -once graduation is over, no homework.
    -once done w/ hs no SUMMER homework.
    -everyone else is in school while you're @ the pool
    -you get yearbooks first
    -perhaps more time to worry about your passport. LOOK IN EVERY PLACE IMAGINABLE. i really hope you find it soon!
    -and people give you grad money. just a thought.
    -and once you find your passport, it'll be your ticket to freedom!

    i hope you know i felt exactly the same as you when this happened to me (except my dad keeps my passport safe) and it's worth it on the other side, promise!!! i can't wait to see the grad photos! i wish i was there!!!!!

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  2. Stephani, you are amazing. I love you.

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